the story of my life !

when friends treat u like a door mat

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 11:13:00 GMT

hey guys sorry i haven't been updating much first off myspace suxs stupid thing wont let me log in. im pissed off im sick of every1 treating me like a fucking doormat they always expect me 2 be there 4 them and don't give a fuck about me (bar a few u know who ur r) ughh i must have the word sucker plastered across my forehead i hate my life where do u get refunds ? i hate it all so much ughh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just shoot me now put me out of my misery ! shit im going 2 go scream laters shell

happy friday!

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:23:14 GMT

hey peeps !

im happy and hyper i love friday i get paid! yay im dyeing my hair!tommrow ! drama was so kool today i had so much fun seven of the koolest girls in my skool making werid arse noises and doing silly walks and kates man she cracked me up me and her always partner up we had 2 do this impro . where 1 person was straight/normal and the other was a crazy freak !. anways u had 2 do somethin funny 2 last for 20 secs kates goes wat r we gonna do ? i go mangos she's like wat the fuck! and i go mangos blue flying mangos she cracks up so we go on and she comes up and yells at me "guess wat i just saw? a fluro blue flying mango! it looked so ick like a really big bug ' i go yeah its the rite time of yr for mangos she shakes me and we finsh the whole class is cracking up after class kates goes 2 me we so got 2 keep using that phrase i go yeah we rreally twisted kates yeah we r kate goes tiwsted sister i say ! yep till the end ! anways thats my interstin bit 4 the day stay safe don't do drugs get high on life! and be good 2 ur mates they r the one's that will be there when things get tough ttfn!shell

happy thursday!!!!!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 10:38:25 GMT

hey peeps wats up?

well its thursday yet again! yay! 1 more day till i can sleep yay! im dying my hair black on saturday and watching rage ! Im gonna have so much homework i already got some 4 english,chem,maths and history! man being in yr 11 sucks im so sick of school already . anways not much else 2 add i post my new poem later peace out michelle

survey thing

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 09:29:43 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	michelle
Birthday:	14/12/1990
Birthplace:	Far North Queenland
Current Location:	cooktown
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	170 cms
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	italian,scottish,irish and enlgish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	black school runners
Your Weakness:	jewllery
Your Fears:	spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:	home made vegitarian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	make it thru the year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	omg
Thoughts First Waking Up:	hey Im still here so here we go again
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	8.30 on school nites 130am on hols
Your Most Missed Memory:	spending time with my bro
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither ick
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate 4 life!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither
Do you Smoke:	no way !!!!!!!!!
Do you Swear:	yeah
Do you Sing:	yeppers i love 2 sing
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah most of the time
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	um I think so
Do you want to get Married:	hmmmm no sure
Do you belive in yourself:	um sorta
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yeah it suxs
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	with my mum a little bit dad nope
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yeah
Do you play an Instrument:	yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope I live in the country ive seen lots of cows though lol
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	nope
Ever been Beaten up:	yeah
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	no idea a counceller maybe or something 2 do with music
What country would you most like to Visit:	everywhere
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	tallish
Weight:	don;t matter
Best Clothing Style:	punk/emo
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	66
Number of Piercings:	9
Number of Tattoos:	non
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	a billion
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

wat do u do when everythin turns bad ?

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 10:09:46 GMT

hey
have u noticed that when u feel ok and everythin seems normal something as 2 get messed up? i have everytime u think ur safe it just screws up again ive gotten use 2 it by now but it don't stop it from suxing . somedays i wonder if its worth it at all then i rember he only thing that keeps me here jesus . i wish my mates could share that with me and it gets so frustrating when u try show them wat jesus does and they can't understand it i guess its just somethin u can't show 2 well they got 2 feel it . just wish the tears and the fighting would stop cuz it suxs im just gonna keep praying cuz thats all i can do at the moment anyways laters michelle

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:41:08 GMT

greetings fellow earthings yet another day Im stuck here in snoozeville.it was a holiday australia day we r meant 2 have pride in our country yeah rite ill belive it when I see it. anways its just another excuse 2 get pissed/stoned ect it is all very overated yes I know Im cynical expereince has taught me 2 be that way . well in other news iam now banned from contact with 2 of my mates cuz mum don't approve of me having contact with them or somethin wont stop me *shrugs* anyways we got school tommorow a double each or history,maths,chem and marine studies should be fun my fav person ( not) comes bak tommrow 2 that should be fun y maths teacher is kool though anyways I better go before i get yelled at peace out laters michelle

annoying people and other stuff

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 11:34:08 GMT

hey guys wats up hope ur having a good day my day has been mildy amusing but mostly boring especially since my mates dumped me on msn at 7.30 it was alrite for them they had been chattin all day man iam tired though come monday I got 2 wake up at seven ughh just the thought is depressing don't u hate it when ur talking 2 some 1 on msn and they just go on u rite in the middle of a convo very annoying my cuz does that 2 me all the time boy did I just have a argument with him. as usuall it was about music and how he thinks all emo/punk/goth/alt people fall under the same banner of emo and apprently emo is not a type of music but people who want 2 seem tough but really r idoits or so ive been told this annoyed me 2 of my best mates r emo and im punk he can't make the distinction man he annoys me so much he thinks he is so supior cuz he is 17 and Im only 15 its not like i don't understand anything he makes me feel like Im two it is so freaking irritating k end of rant bout josh man I think I gonna go sleep got church tommorow hopefully I have a voice by then cuz Ive lost my voice anyways laters michelle

same shit different day

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 12:01:56 GMT

hey every1
hope every1 is good or at least feeling better then me I feel like shit totally and completely numb Im sick of all the complications and all the pain Im sick of things between my bestie and me and the fact that she wont even mention the thing that is driving me insane nothing is making snese anymore not my faith life friends it all feels confused I have no idea wat 2 do anymore I need hugs and chocolate and some direction i need sleep laters michelle

school and life

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 11:24:40 GMT

hey guys wats up?

nothing much here everyday kinda seems the same at the moment and everything is a mess but thats just the story of my life . Im so tired I can't help thinking bout school we go back in 11 days which is mind boggling this year will be my second last how freaky is that its just a another reason i got 2 get it together and grow up a bit i hate it how every1 expects u just 2 be happy and smiley all the time and 2 act normal I ask u wat is normal? if normal is 9-5 get a good job go 2 uni and ignore wats in ur heart 2 fit the norm then Im sorry but give me weirdness and fantasy cuz normal is just another box every1 tries 2 stick u in . most of the time nothing makes sense cuz everybody wants 2 make u something ur not u get it together all u drown does any1 else feel like this or is it just me ? and then there is were faith and life colide I just wish I could make sense of it all anways i g2g think walk something laters michelle

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 11:16:50 GMT

hey wats up ?

Im bored as per usual listening 2 tree 63 which half of u will probably go who the hell is that? tree 63 is christian rock its pretty good I like em they r a bit like gc crossed with gyroscope . Im also worried bout my bud alex and my bro. Why is it that guys never talk about their problems? it annoys the hell outa me they just hide behind something else and they think us girls r complicated ! Ive been sick all day 2 I missed church didn't wake up till 1 ate and went back 2 bed thats how bad I feel i wish I could feel better everything had been way mixed up lately kates was all werid with me today all slient we usuall never stop talkin and laughing . anways i g2g peace out rock on michelle

greeting earthlings .............

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:28:32 GMT

hey wat up ?

me? not much listening 2 grinspoons best in show album which is really good i really like chemical heart. Im just crusin cuz every1 is off having fun on friday nite cept me lol! talked 2 kates (my bestie) today I miss her loads that will be the best thing bout going back 2 school seeing my mates man Im bored k im gonna go peace out laters michelle